gotbrendy @ 2006-04-27T22:21:00

2006-04-28T02:21:10Z

joining the workforce is the best thing ive ever done. i get to be yelled at by elderly people who cant do anything if i mess up, i get to pay my co-workers to drink nasty shit, i get to hear about the gay chef's French boyfriend, i get to watch old people get crunked as i serve them wine, i get to work with all my friends, i get to watch managers molest people, i get to watch videos on elder abuse, i get free food, and i get paid to do it. how did my life get to be so great? i dont know. i guess im just lucky

gotbrendy @ 2006-04-16T11:54:00

2006-04-16T15:57:22Z

i stole that from katelyn but its great

gotbrendy @ 2006-04-04T21:21:00

2006-04-05T01:21:33Z

im in love with a stripper

gotbrendy @ 2006-01-23T21:53:00

2006-01-24T02:54:05Z

i specifically asked for the ethnic one

gotbrendy @ 2005-12-16T19:08:00

2005-12-17T00:08:23Z

it was only $8 i couldnt resist

WOW IM WRITING

2005-11-29T03:01:42Z

WOW THIS ISNT ABOUT KATELYN!!! it probally will be later. hmm, well, should i make this private? i dont know. well, tommorow is my grampas funeral so im in my sisters room cause mine has a couch that can house more relatives. wow. now i remember why i hate lj. give me a topic and ill write about it

gotbrendy @ 2005-08-04T21:32:00

2005-08-05T02:02:34Z

Well, i want to talk about katelyn but im not writing it in my xanga. therefore the use of this entry is:
if katelyn happened to look here
if katie happens to look here
and i dont want to be too obnoxious so im writing here so not everyone could see it. maybe this will be used for future references...

well katelyn is really pissed at me. Well, this is really contradictory of her and im going to say why. she doesnt even know me. she blows everything up. This kind of innitiated with me calling her once and her saying she didnt want to hear about my dead grandfather. to start out he didnt die. second i wasnt. it hadnt even crossed my mind. I wrote in my xanga he fell and broke his hip and i didnt know how long i had to stay there. why would i talk to katelyn about it? i wouldnt. Katelyn was also pissed about a while ago when my cat died. so, it had a stroke when katelyn was watching a movie. i was hesitant but we watched it. To start the day was going bad cause my mom was pissed cause she had to give rides. The cat was upstairs and it had a stroke. my mom is crying. bawling. i said lets stop. Katelyn said lets keep watching and i said my mom is crying and woody isnt making things better by complaining and theyre both laughing saying the movie rocked. i felt so bad. shes mad cause i talked about the cat for "6 weeks". i was pissed and i talked about it with her once.

My dad yelled at me recently. argued. cause whenever katelyn was with us shed act really ungrateful and not say thank you according to my dad. i said that katelyn wasnt raised like me. we faught. i just said ok ill tell her to say thanks more often. she freaks and tells katie. it wasnt a big deal. katelyn also persists to call me gay. this pisses me off a lot. she thinks woody is great but he can be ungrateful and bratty. i guess the point of this is katelyn really just flat out hates me. none of these insidents i have done anything awful and in most cases i think i did the right thing. why she wants to fight is beyond me.

i just wish we could go back to this year when we were such good friends. i miss it so much. she says i call her fat and i havent dont that forever and when i did i didnt say it for the intention of her hating herself i was always joking. and the whole tennis thing was my fault and i would never do it again but she just wont let it GO. i apologized so many times and i regret it a lot. i think the problem is this. Katelyn always moved. i never did only once in Kindergarden. katelyns knows how different people can be. ive grown up knowing the same people. katelyns been here for 3 years now. i think shes so used to people changing she doesnt know what to do to keep a friend. she also is used to a lot more liberals. my mom is kind of but ive never discussed politics until i met katelyn. she gets mad when i agree with her cause im "copying" her and she gets mad when i try and argue with her. she wants me to have ideas of my own and i try. i really try. she just doesnt feel like discussing things with me.

Katelyn knows so many people i must look like i country hobo compared to them. i really like katelyn unlike anyone will ever know. i had went to school for 7 years and never had a friend like her. i take her for granted sometimes but it also must seem like i obsess over her. i wish she was more like me and knew what i was thinking instead of getting mad. she doesnt know how to communicate. katie seems like katelyn. even though it pains me i think if i had met katie in 7th grade opposed to katelyn we would be better friends now. She seems to have things over katelyn like shes social and really i can talk with her. katelyn just wants to talk about noah and alison. she doesnt want to talk about me. i guess she finds me boring which is ironic considering we both have about 3 friends and both of us have never made out.

well i hope one of these days i can be interesting enough so shell actually want to talk to me. maybe ill write more later when it comes to me.